.నా ఈ చిన్న జీవితంలోని ప్రతి పుట నా అత్మీయులందరికీ తెరిచిన పుస్తకమే. నాకు . చెప్పాలనిపించింది . . రాయాలనిపించింది . .' నీ సోధి మాకెందుకు నీ సెల్ఫ్ డబ్బా మాకెందుకు అంటారా?' If not . .
In initial days, I used 2 close my eyes fr hrs n hrs 2 meditate . .
Know nothing abt my Self or Spirit or the journey within . .
My ambitious mind's wish is 2 achieve heights in my life . .
And felt that I can reach my worldly goals thru meditation . .
Days n yrs passed by . .
And my attitude was changed due 2 d tremendous joy within . .
Materialistic goals were replaced by spiritual goals . .
With my spiritual experiences ;
Aims ambitions n goals wr vanished by living in d moment . .
Enjoyed the silence being alone n being in a crowd . .
Started d day wt meditation spent d leisure in med n ended it wt meditation . .
Faced many n many problems 2 stop my spiritual journey . .
Became strong n stubborn wt al d challenges . .
Still demnd Him fr d next challenge as He is my only goal . .
In a precarious position, prayed Him . .that,
          " Thou art d real goal of my life n I'm in Thy path
            Thy knw evrtng n I'm leaving evrtng 2 Thee
            As I was tired 2 sail against d flow
            I wl stop readg prayg n medit;
            Tho, I doesnt wish 2 waste my lifetime
            Tho, I'm leaving evrtng 2 Thee
             I wl SERVE TO DESERVE ".

So I cont my journey 2 serve  much more  vigorously . .
In my limits n limitations as 2 d prev experiences . .
Accepting d tngs that cum in my way . .
And I'm just being in evr act of my day . .
Tho, my eyes r not closed; enjoying d med each n evr movement . .
Meanwhile, v came 2 Art of Living together . .
N  I bec Blesser n did Teacher training cources in AOL . .
But was stopped as a tchr bcoz of local pol . .
Tho depressed; cont my Sadhana along with Sudarshan Kriya . .
Became GuruPuja Pundit; performing Gurupuja's wrvr req . .
Al this hapnd in d last 26 yrs . .
Again after a long time . .
My heart is demanding 2 set a goal fr my life . .
And 2 achieve sumtng in this life . .
Had faith in d Devine . .
Altho I knw d fact that He is d Ultimate goal . .
My heart is calm n serene; not worrying abt d real goal . .
The only aim/wish is 2 set d materialistic goals . .
2 strengthen myself 2 do much more seva . .
Don't knw whthr going forward/ my journey is in reverse . .
Let the reversal journey b 2wards my Lord . .